there’s too much surprise nowadays. there’s one from my friend stated that she had her “protected zone” under attack, which causes a lot of buzzing, crying, anxiety, and so on. then again solved by time, or to be specific is menstruation.
then again this girl, who apparently “the norm” kid my mom used to idolize shocked everyone by her “naughty” side that even i myself cant believe it.
is it people just grow up or this life turn people up side down to the point that i cant even recognize people that used to be my mirror, the one that i reflected my self from the dirty things i’ve done.
or maybe i just refuse to grow up? ignoring everything a head just to make myself comfy about everything that i have.